DESERT

It has been some time since my last post. You could say – another failure.  Still doing my excersises. Not as much as I wanted it, but Rome was not built in a day. (HOLIDAYS ARE COMMING – time to increase the pace). Working on my project goes very slowly. The truth is that I’ve always had problems with starting something, but as it I did it somehow turn to go smoothly. You might say „that’s my nature,” but is it? Laziness and fear restrain me. When nothing is done, no action is undertaken, it is easy to imagine that our plans, our dreams relate success.

Imagine that you are wandering through a desert. You’ve reached the first oasis, you have everything you need. You met new friends. You are satisfied how far You have gone, but the destination is still ahead of You. You can stay there, but you can take a risk and go further. It will not be easy. When we have what we need, and before us is the vision of the effort, the temptation staying at that place is huge. However, only after an effort further down the road we will be able say „I got to the end, I am satisfied and I do not regret that I tried”

Only confronting our demons, we can truly become ourselves. Even if none of this work out, we will be enriched with new experiences, which may bloom in the future. Today we may see it as useless knowledge or skill, tomorrow may be the key to success. Tomorrow is a new day and to a large extent it depends on us how it will look like.